The company on which I had my hopes up on declined the internship because I wasn't good enough at drawing. I was really depressed for a while. When I was little I was allways the one who was best in class at drawing. (Or well, there was this one obnoxious guy who was considered better, but after he and his family moved abroad I was best!) But once I was in highschool I noticed that there were a lot of people who was a lot better than me, and it got me depressed. They could paint like photo-realistic portraits with just two shades of guasch colors. And then in college, in the drawing club and in the croquis classes I was allways the one who was worst at drawing. It's like, if I can't be good at drawing then what is there left for me?

Okay, enough with the emoism. Here's something random: When I was playing the tennis game on Wii Sports yesterday, I happened to make the ball fly way out to the left into the audience. The stupid AI players, both of them!, went after the ball and returned it to my side. And then they got stuck behind the wall that's between the audience and the ball court. Lol! So they couldn't do anything when I returned the ball to their side.

*sigh* I really hope that other company will let me do internship at them.