The company on which I had my hopes up on declined the internship because I wasn't good enough at drawing. I was really depressed for a while. When I was little I was allways the one who was best in class at drawing. (Or well, there was this one obnoxious guy who was considered better, but after he and his family moved abroad I was best!) But once I was in highschool I noticed that there were a lot of people who was a lot better than me, and it got me depressed. They could paint like photo-realistic portraits with just two shades of guasch colors. And then in college, in the drawing club and in the croquis classes I was allways the one who was worst at drawing. It's like, if I can't be good at drawing then what is there left for me?

Okay, enough with the emoism. Here's something random: When I was playing the tennis game on Wii Sports yesterday, I happened to make the ball fly way out to the left into the audience. The stupid AI players, both of them!, went after the ball and returned it to my side. And then they got stuck behind the wall that's between the audience and the ball court. Lol! So they couldn't do anything when I returned the ball to their side.

*sigh* I really hope that other company will let me do internship at them.

I'm trying to get to do, what's it called?, internship?, on some webdesign company. My tutor-person thingie had a contact at one company, but it's really unsure if they're able to take me on. But then I had contact with another company, and it looks promising. Oh shit, I should update my frontpage so it looks representable, because I've linked to dA in my CV. I wonder if I should move all my not-so-awsome deviations to the scraps folder while I'm job searching? But then there wouldn't be much left. :/

I'm writing this on my Wii! Yay! I don't even know if I'm using my own Internet connection or someone elses, but it's fun! But one thing that isn't so fun is that all my Wii points have gone missing. I got some when I went to the British Club Nintendo Website and registered all my games. I wonder if they found out what I were up to and deleted all my points?

...damn, I haven't been on dA for a really long time! I'm just being lazy. :/ Don't know where my energy goes. Well, at least I've looked through all 88 messages and 1 note (seriously, you people need to stop updating your journals so often! ). Only 759 deviations to look through...

So what's new? Nothing much. I've been unemployed for over a year now. I have internet at home now, in case I haven't said it already.

I'm supposed to make this calligraphy for my sister's husband's karate club, but I just haven't felt like doing it. :/